Wednesday, 3 September 2014

In a while...

So things are pretty crappy right now

Care is getting worse, at some point I’ll write about it properly, but I can’t right now because it just fills me with fear and anxiety. We have made steps to sort things out, but I’m at a point I have to just not think about it. If I do I would probably cry and just not stop, I’m overwhelmed with so many feelings and I can feel them all simmering away, ready to create the perfect storm.

For me the best way to get things out is to write it out, physically get all those feelings out of my head and on to paper, then I can see it and make sense of it. Separate the more irrational, anxious thoughts from all my other thoughts and feelings, so that I don’t combust.

 But none of it will make sense, so it will take me sometime.

Hopefully when I get it all written out in a understandable form, there will be a happy


Fingers crossed 

2 comments:

  1. Hang in there, it will get better xx

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  2. Hey Chloe, I know you don't know me but I enjoy reading your blog from time to time and I just read this and thought I'd message you... I also have a SCI (C5/6 complete since a RTA in 2009) and have 24/7 live in care (I use Origin care agency but have used a different company before and had crappy experiences with care). I just wanted you to know if you ever fancy a chat about anything like care with someone who may understand things from your perspective, feel free send me an email or something (I think I've liked your fb page)? I understand your frustrations that can surround having care and how difficult it can be to have new people etc... I see this was from a couple of weeks ago now so I hope it's getting better but yeah, the offer still stands! Beth x

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